reading my really old blog entries messes with my head. i'm reading through stuff in 2003 right now...and, wow, i was an extremely unhappy person in late 2003. i remember being really frustrated with school, but seriously, i forgot how every single blog entry from back in that day was about how awful i felt and how many nervous breakdowns i was having.
thank goodness i've moved beyond that, at least somewhat. i seriously don't know how my friends put up with me five years ago.
EDIT: i just found a post from late 2004, in which i was marveling at the availability of music video code to put in a blog. i forgot that was ever a shocking revelation to me, now that youtube has gotten so big.
also...i bitched about the same song, "be claus i got high" by bob rivers, in 2003 and 2004. that song still sucks, but i can't say that bob rivers sucks--at that point, i had no idea that he was also the guy behind "the twelve pains of christmas", which is one of the very few holiday songs i can actually stand: