i'm officially fucked on the bar exam.
fucked, as in going to fail the bar fucked.
i can't sign up to use the laptop. there are apparently a very limited number of laptop slots for the bar, and they are all full.
this means i have to handwrite my essays. since i am the slowest handwriter on the face of the earth, and the way i think is so nonlinear that i can't really write one essay, in order, without jumping from point to point and back.
this is not good...really, really, really not good. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.