i don't have any right or reason to feel as down as i do right now, but i really do. maybe it's lack of sleep...maybe it's the dark cloud that seemed to be hanging over my apartment last night...maybe it's just again getting used to not having my boyfriend next to me after 40 hours by his side. i don't know what it is, but frankly, it just needs to go away.
i want to go home and sleep and get away, but no can do. i have to go return some library books now. maybe i'll find some good material to distract me from whatever is ailing me.