...random realisation. i was editing my "mental playlist" sidebar. "so cold" by breaking benjamin...i had to take it off there, because even that is too happy for me today. "run" by snow patrol is verging on the inappropriate, but it reminds me of the complete lack of logic of people standing by me, and of the fact that i'm a lost puppy dog right about now, so that goes on there.
back to the basement, to cry, barcode, and die.