i still don't know what to do about much of anything. i'm feeling a little better about life...about being a student for this one last quarter...but i still just have this nagging feeling that something isn't right, and that i've let myself fall into a catch-22 where if i do something it'll make me happy and another miserable, and if i do the other it'll make me miserable but another happy. i don't see why they should suffer for a mistake i may have made, but i don't see why i should suffer, especially because it's not a huge mistake, it should be a pretty easy one to back out of, to move along from. i really don't know, i guess time will tell.
i hate that phrase. time doesn't do crap.