so today, at mock trial stacking, my captain from the last month called me out on my confidence issues. no duh--would someone without confidence issues break down and cry during recess? i don't think so. the problem is, i'd get rid of my confidence issues if i felt like i really deserved to have any confidence in myself. i don't deserve it, so i don't have a whole heck of a lot. that's just how it goes.
on a much more pleasant topic, i'm excited. tomorrow's the big show with inept and escape from earth and dysception and disonic! it's going to be the best concert ever.